Life in slow-mo~

Living in the studio for design thesis~ the scale of contradiction


As cold as the antartic during midday
As hot & suffocating as a bunker in weekends


As comfy as a home, everything in hand's reach
As stressful as a small office cubicle


As sound asleep as on a bed, the three chairs stack together
As tiring as 19 hours of daily work routine


As complete as a kitchen, the undertable pantry ]
As pathetic as eating on drawings


As leasuring as watching movies all day
As binding as a jail cell, the guilt of not working


As heaven, as hell
Kick ASs Every Day....


the pass few weeks we've been working and working and working...
yet there's nothing much done
lack of momentum
lack of motivation
to much of mental block
to much of stressing
body getting weaker due to shift in daily life-

this is my daily routine...pathetic & lame life...
wake up, shower around 8.30am+
go straight to KAED, unhealthy breakfast 9.30am+
sit in front of the monitor 10am-1pm
lunch 1pm-1.30pm
sit in front of the monitor again (+break zuhur, asar) 2pm-6.30pm
back to room, shower,eat, maghrib,nap,isyak till 9pm
sit in front of the monitor again and again and again 9.30pm-3am
sleep....like a tree trunk (sometimes wakeup subuh 7am) 4.00am-8.30am

activities- sit in front of the monitor includes, work, internet & small media player screen.

but i always- give myself a day off,usually on saturday nights & usually spent sleeping at home...

Though last week Salman & I attend a BBQ at Kak Dalina's since Uder made it compulsory for ex-hijjas to attend ..Aishah pick us up at KAED and I had some updates on the latest hotCe all the way to shah alam... with salman sleeping at the backseat..We had a hard time starting the fire... then most of the chicken 'rentung'...in the ending, the BBQ was done under an umbrella to shelter the chickens from the heavy rain brought about by the evil witch.... hehehehee...