Lies

Lying to yourself, is it a sin?

It's easier to lie, than to show

by lying i've save my pride & the situation from an awkward feeling

it's on my safe spot, it's suppose to be comforting

but i loose, i'm the loser...

by lying i don't dare to look into those eyes

by lying i'm tearing myself apart

i've lost my moments...

my last moments...

it's easier to lie

your presence does not complete me

your smile don't brighten my days

you are not who i think of each day

you are not facinating in your own world

you are not the one i've been learning for the last 10 months

I hope that i can believe my lies and forget...

Thank you, and i'm sorry m not perfect.