New Year Countdown~~

It's bout 9 hours to a new year, some would spend it with loved ones, family, friends- or just plainly let the hours pass in the studio.. lame life, it's a choice- It's time for a new resolution- thus i can't remember this year resolution... Adda n I are going for a healthier life- enough sleep- eat right n exercise... easy to say that done... With the yo-yo lifestyle, it's easy to drift away and be lost in the tormenting life of fast food, strees eating and sleep disorder... ++ i'd add to be a better Muslim in my resolution..

I don't go for too high expectations, normally- an aquarius prefer to go with the flow than changing it's course... yet, anything can happen in a year- i just hope it's better than last year. It's also a glinch since i'd be january... use to love it- feeling older... now just wish my skin have zero-gravity effects? my o my... have to start wearing anti-wrinkle product-preventive measure.. highly recommended for archi gal (not enough beauty sleep)

Anyway, x-officemates from hkas are planning to celebrate new year at Promet rooftop, so i've heard, i'm not sure i'm joining since uia curfew is at midnite so i won't have anywhere to bunk ++ tomorrow a school fren of mine, Dayana- is getting engaged so i'm not planning to stay up late tonite. Maybe we'd celebrate at KAED rooftop :P

We've received the Design Thesis Evaluation Guidelines today and i'm have jitters... our first crit is on 17th Jan 2008... yikes.. complete design & cost estimate... i'm going to be dead meat.... I've just change my building plan... though i've finish the 3D model of the first scheme... are you mad Intan???? ARGHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Mou sukoshi....mou sukoshi....
Ya Allah...please give me strength... positive...positive...positive....
Change topic... i don't like this topic...
Okay.... Deep breath...

Since it's december... i think i'd update my wishlist for 2008 :P

Sony T2 Cam- Pink

MP3 - old one busted

FM modulator - since the cassette player is stuck n the car aerial is loose

2 piece Kingston DDR 512mb ram

Provocative Interlude - Elizabeth Arden

Za- 2-way compact powder refill (21)

Elianto brush set- the black one~

L'oreal Revitalift Stater pack set ++ the eye cream for the panda eyes

Grad trip to Bali / Bangkok

Materialistic nye... hiks... money cam make people happy right?
(refer to htttp://sekejapje.blogspot.com)

Anyway, i'd like to wish everybody

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!!!

May all of us have a better year, a more positive outlook of life and good health, Amin....

Unrest~

I don't feel good,

i am angry that i can't do anything to help,
i am angry to the person who borrowed money from my parents and haven't paid a cent in return
i am angry that the person is making stupid excuses now thus before this he was making a stupid fuss to kill himself 4 being in debt
i am sad that i can't do anything to help now
i am sad for my family when i see the account statement today
i am sad that my father have to go through all of this when he is in age where he should be content in life and rest
i am sad that people kept taking advantage from other people as
i am sad that he lets them do it to him

i am so angry that i can't help
i hate this feeling
I am tired of waiting for a better day, dreaming that everything will be as it was

My princess kongouseki crest~

Maxis Broadband in Action~

I've move my workstation to KAED for the last two weeks- such an unlucky day to move- the lift was out of service so i had to carry my 19inch Flat screen monitor (no budget for a LCD) and my huge CPU four levels up- yikes, what a work out... Now, settling down and starting to follow the work hour routines 9 am- 5pm, bit of jogging or swimming in the evening and resume work 9pm-1am... i NEED a LIFE!!!! well, my entertainment windows are still up when i'm doing cad or drafting... heroes, pushing daisies, gray's anatomy, CSI, moviess... hehee..

I've watch The Golden Compass with Imran, just my type of movie- like it alot and can't wait for the next movie~ ++ craving for popcorns- GSC's is certainly better than TGV's... last Friday Adda, Aina & I went to Times Square in our conquest for a book ' Growing up in Trengganu by Awang Goneng' - for Adda's mum, found it in Borders. Unfortunately, the next day my mum wanted the same book, n MPH JJ was sold out- so have to wait a week for the order.. I, in the other hand have been involving in Mary Balogh books... Emon's the supplier.. hee.. Have read Slightly Married & Slightly Wicked- 2 days for a book.. results- dark circles- i'm a panda due to these romance books! aiyo...

13th December was along's birthday- Happy 31st Birthday Along! i've bought her present in advance- a pair of black peep toes shoes -while mine are white- we're a pair of shoeHolics sisters~ in theory, we've declared it's genetics - coz my mum is a true shoeszenbagHolic... hehehee... I have seen along since her birthday, today is abg long bro's wedding- abah, mama & im went to Tapah for the kenduri- so i sent birthday cupcakes i made yesterday -

Along's & Abg. Long's Anniversary falls on the same day :)


Mirzam, Adda and I went to Rantai Art Exhibition, near Pelita Nasi Kandar (KLCC) sketches, graphics arts and photography - tooks some pictures for you to enjoy!

Cute figure - made using plastersines- i'm not sure if the spelling's right
I like the second one best, the little girl with stubby hands as well as the third with the VW van, adda liked the yellow one~

The first thought when we saw the cubehead is Bashier- hikess.. they looked so alike.. stylewise of coz.. i like the whole setting, the sketches are so fine, although mostly doodles- certainly mind filling--

I watched The Holiday on HBO today, Jude Law is just so delicious.... hehe a light movie, but i like the meaningful words brought forward by Kate Winslet character...you'd have to watch it since i can't remember the exact words- what do you aspect from a hopeless romantic? it's the meaning that is left in the heart - Da~~

More baking & cooking...

Vanilla & devil's food cupcakes

Last Sunday i baked a trays of cupcakes for my studiomates~ The butter cream icing was better than last time- since was already tired- the colours turn out to be a bit vibrant- i actually prefer pastel colours. Somebody told me that when you get to a certain age- it's scary to eat colourful food- sorry! hehehe...

I you enjoyed em' even eating the cakes without the icing is enough- it's just that i love decorating em- if it doesn't rot i'd framed each of em- or stick it on the wall... i just ate 1- everytime i bake.. ikha seems to like it :P

Anyway- my dad been supporting my interest- he thinks i should open a cafe or bakery, at least i can design my own shop ;) i've so many ambitions- florist-baker-beautician... where should i put my ambition to be an architect? hehee... is it therE?


Spagetti Sauce Recipe

All need you need
Put some oil- in goes the onion

Next is the minced beef- fried till cooked Then goes everything else
Settled!

The Golden Compass!

Can't wait to watch the movie! check out http://www.goldencompassmovie.com try to find your daemon!

My dears are all grown up~

Bubu and Lulu are only 7 months old, yet they've grown double their size and and geeting more fierce.. But they certainly can't resist bread and beans- hiks, sometimes miss the smaller version of the bunnies - since they were more huggable...


+++ lulu & bubu when we first bought them
( two weeks before i went for practical training)




Now, as abah call em' bread and beans, they are joyful enough to hop around the lawn, dig holes and playing in the rain.


BUBU likes to eat bread, don't like to be touch, and always the one who runs the marathon around the house when it's time to go in their pondok. But he still likes the camera-

• Bubu the miner have dug 4 holes in the lawn- each bout 1-3 metres long
• Bubu the explorer also have run out the gate and went exploring the neighbourhood before running back home when chased by a cat
• One fine day- bubu grazed a spot of grass in the lawn to fill the hole he dug

While the bean- LULU, loves being pet and eats a lot, always fall for food traps- can you tell the difference between bubu n lulu? bubu have a full ring up it's back while lulu have a white line between the eyes.

• Lulu loves to eat- when we bought him- im took the rabbit sitting in the food pan - no wonder?
• Lulu only eats kangkung leaves- the stalks? not a favourite
• We though lulu was a she- then we thought its a he - till know i'm still not sure - so i just call em- 'gay rabbits'

Do you think bubu and lulu are gay rabbits?

Dumpling or Gyoza?

I had a craving for dumpling- as it is called during our visit to xi'an china- some time ago- the dumpling was simple- filled with meat- either mutton, beef or chicken + ginger and vinegar-
Xi'anese really like vinegar- the dumplings where boiled and eaten with black vinegar+chilly oil dip- eikk... (above was the dumplings we ate in xi'an)


experiment 261107 : Chicken dumplings

Been a while since i've made wanton @ dumpling @ gyoza
used to fried em with fish filling- this time i tried using minced chicken + longbeans + carrots + 'sengkuang' + a twist of ginger-for the experiment today- i steamed some of the dumplings & some are fried - frankly, the fried ones are better as they have better texture- the steam ones are a bit dry, maybe better if eaten with soup-



++++these were the dumplings that i made



Did you know that the Japanese Gyoza, originated from china?

but gyoza is mainly fried, not boiled - and they usually use prawn or fish for the filling

Wanton- is different in shape- like a money bag - some are fried or put in soup usually eaten with wanton mee- even dimsum is in the same family as the basic dumpling

Cupcakes Madness~~

I'm been occupied for the holidays...
No... i'm not updating anything on my thesis... haven't touch a single inch of it..
I feel guilty for not doing so. Thou i've been helping wy dad with a project... it's still endless nights of work for me during the holiday... while occupying any glimpse of free time with baking~ hiks...


I tried a recipe of lemon merigue pie after watching bree baking it in desperate housewives. Made some triffle - the raspberry jelly layered with strawberry swiss rolls and custard. Last night i made cake batik and Cupcakes! it turns out lovely, i didn't have the heart to eat them, but the icing wasn't as nice as last time- the cakes was yummy as i used some yougurt in the mixture- taste a bit like kenny roger's muffin.. hehehe

how does it look? i saw a program on discovery some time ago about a food photographer, she took pictures for cookbooks and she had a project on cupcakes there was bee cupcakes, billard balls, rainbows and even a highrise skyline shoot- it triggered my cupcakes madness- at last i have the time to experiment! i feel so good~~ i'll bake another batch for any of your birthdays kay> insya-Allah

"Kembara Finale" - a final point to a new start

A new chapter to the blog

Firstly- a summary of explaination I just didn't have the heart to blog

Everything i wanted to say ends up in my head- lost while waiting for an internet connection - not a problem anymore since i've just sign up for maxis broadband- wakaka.. It's just easier to express your thoughts when you feel content- and i haven't been so for a while, life been hectic. I can make a point- that have nothing to do with the above

"love is only applicable when it is two sided - i've been like-ing not loving"

So i like some guys- from time to time- i'm entitled to- i'm single -

The more time i have the faster it flies- though moving fast forward, my heart is stuck in pause- guess there's nothing to write when u are cheating yourself to live one side of your life. I hereby start this new chapter, to feel again- Experiment 1= I just love myself!

Content-

the journey 5 malaysian cars (wira-saga-myVy-Viva-Neo)and a foreigner- VW

(how widely is this used in IIUM?) ...

24 participants- (8 gals n 16 guys)

Expedition track

KL- Kuala Pilah(N9) - Masjid tanah(Malacca) - Tembangau(Pahang)- Ulu Bendul (N9) - KL

Objectives

- 'Kampung life' at "Rumah Wan tina" - Kuala Pilah

- Zubir's Wedding at Masjid Tanah

- 'Jejak Felda' at Mahdi's - Felda Tembangau

- Mandi Sungai at Ulu Bendul

The convoy gathered on 17th Nov - 9am - KAED we started the journey at about 9.30am and stop for brunch at Nilai R&R - reach Kuala Pilah at 1.30pm - tour Museum Seri Menanti - bit creepy- hiksss.... Reach tina-wan's house at 2.30 and starving- so the gal cooked up a quick meal- telur hancur- sayur goreng- sambal bilis- n sambal belacan- the rest when to a jeram while ikha-mahdi n me went to the wet market to buy some supplies for the BBQ- in the evening- berkampung- naik basikal,main bola, main badminton- seronok wan sebab rumah meriah- we started the bbq early- at bout 6.30pm- everything on the grill was gone as fast as lightning- guess all the piranhas are hungry- retire bit early- 11pm- it was a long day- time slows down in the countryside.

Wake up early to prepare breakfast- spicy fried rice- salty fried rice n salty fried mee- kasui yang best- It takes so long to ensure all the guys are up- had breakfast and start the long queue to shower n ready to move- had a short photography session and then off to Zubir's- meet razi on the way- The King & Queen - elegant in yellow... so sweet- Zubir Rock Kapak is married! hehee....After the kenduri- head of to the beach -Pengkalan Balak- eating banana fritters and 'basic' ABC- yummy- ++razi gave us souveniers from Japan! hiksss....4pm- off to Felda Tembangau... i felt it was a long journey- though i was dozzing....heard there were a few adventures on the roads- stunts... reach Mahdi's house right before Maghrib, the area is like a city on it's own- everyone are laidback and moving in slow pace... owh happy days...Kenduri doa selamat- n food was great- seronok melayan budak- will miss ifa a lot-

Nasi lemak for breakfast and lunch- Wish the journey would last longer- had to head home, make a move near 12pm..next destination- ulu bendul...reaching in fair weather- the guys head for a game of ball in the water- what's with man n ball? ahaks... anyway- rain started to fall just in time for lunch- so had to find shelter in a nearby gazebo.Then another incident, Emon accidently lockup her keys in the car- Alhamdullilah, when the guys are just getting excited to bash the window- they manage to pick open the door.. ahakss.. emon then treat us for a drink at Shalala cafe- R&R Seremban, reach home at about 6.30pm...

Next Kembara? Bali insya-Allah... after Thesis ;)

celebrity look a like?

Labour of architecture...

Happy Labour Day! This year, i qualify as one... though it's only been a week. I'm happy! First day was a bit scary, didn't know what to expect, alhamdullillah it went on just fine, yay~ i'm still in transition mode- observing, getting to know em'. My best experience would be experiencing 'morning'. It's nice to be an enthusiast morning person rather than waiting for morning to get to bed. I now get up at 6.30am to catch the 7am lrt... the walk through klcc park is the BEST- i'll reach the office bout 8 and have my morning coffee & head start on work. Not that it's have an effect on the amount of work but a reason to be lost in the mounted responsibilities, keeping me sane. As walking to work when the shops is still closed and walking back when the shops are already closed isn't a good sign either. Life dominated by routines. It's not right yet it's not wrong.

Would I want this? or that? Choices...choices... today, i choose not to do my topical study yet- infact i spent halfday window shopping with my sister trying to find a 'click' handbag for mama's birthday- we failed and settle for some clinique cosmetics... fussy shoppers filled with a plank of fresco pizza ...++ I got a new handbag~

OWh~ the reunion! started with me being outrageously mad at some sissies that think that they are so 'macho'- the plan- 2 game of bowling -the organizer is shaliz- da~ it figures- at last i met kak izzah, missing her a lot- had lunch and did some shopping- only bout 27 out of 88 pointSIXers showed up. Mana kamu semua ya?

Tomorrow i should do my topical- should-the day after tomorrow- i have to work- yay~ it's more fun to work than to finish up my topical study. I like.....

Catcity, in memory...

Tina and I spent the whole journey home reminiscing Kuching, Feeling emotive to leave, as it’s so peaceful there… no worries…& ++… as we board the plane- it struck me- “tina, saya nak balik Kuching” – flying back to reality is not a choice I favour. My first impression of Kuching - As far sighted- no dominant feature frame the view of the city thus at view - illusion that we are in a floating distant land. Razi, awang, salman n meg were at the airport waiting. Awang drove tina & I – introducing us to Cat city- Our first stop, would be Razi’s home- for the gals (where a lot of accidents @ ‘tulah’ happened) while the guys bunked at awang’s-


1st night in Kuching- dinner at Saddad Court (razi’s uncle’s restaurant) followed by a stroll along the waterfront + cruise along the river dlm penambang- supper at benteng (katenye best mee kolok?) – Ok ja-


2nd day- sunny side up! The gals head up first with Razi & Amir for a morning dosage of Laksa Sarawak- first attempt- best! – We visited the new Sarawak Stadium coz ajil is doing a study on stadiums- then off to the waterfront again for the gals- did some shopping; we went through all the small shops up to Tun Jugah while waiting for the guys (Friday prayers) –in the evening- went to DBKU, a panoramic view of Kuching- nice! - Then off to the library- I had a misunderstanding- why are we going to a library? Ne… heee- to feed the fishes... loads of em- lazy fishies waiting to be fed with freshly baked breads… had a candlelight dinner at the other side of the waterfront- then Razi & Amir drove the gals ghost-hunting (kononnyela) while the guys head back to awang’s to freshen up b4 their futsal game… outcome- the only effected was Tina with her bloody dreams;p


3rd day- as always, the guys were late so the gals head up to rojak kucei for breakfast (nyaman~@sedap) it’s a bit odd to pick up sarawakians vocab- just learnt some of it- I didn’t try so since I’d tend to speak Indon…Lunch at sugarbun- some sort of franchise food chain in Sarawak that served all kind of food. Next stop- pasar minggu (did I get this right, amnesia?) bought a wooden kitty and some souvenirs. Head back to Razi’s early since we’re having a bbq~ chicken-soto-potato-sosej-fish- razi also invited some of his friends. We bunk in early- tired… the guys when to watch some drag racing-


4th day- complot- the gals wake up early, razi n auntie drive us to Semenggoh Wildlife Centre- a chance to see a real life orang-utan. Back to Saddad for lunch, met with the guys n off to Damai- 30minutes drive from Kuching- a day at the beach- played amateur beach volleyball- swim-stroll- a captivating vista of santubong- my favourite activity, enjoying the misty ocean breeze facing the open sea- a piece of earthly heaven.


5th day- after breakfast, Shim & I went for a swim- end up with flushed cheeks n a pocketful of sand- we just love the waves. Check out and of to the cultural village, wrong timing- since we have to rush through the houses to catch the cultural performance- had fun at the melanau house- hiks- embarrassing moment at the performance- duhh… Stop at Damai look out spot for a drink while waiting for amir & alan to pick us up- Dinner at Saddad and ‘pusing-pusing roundabout-roudabout Kuching tgk rumah-rumah” since it’s our last night in Kuching- specially requested- mee kolok benteng- then head home to packup.


6th day- last day, rojak kucei again! Heee… went to satok- for UITM –usahawan ikan terubuk masin… the guys head to the waterfront to shop while we went to tun jugah for a drink. We then sent ikha, shim, adda, emon n zam to the airport since their fight is at 1325 while ours is at 1735. Razi treat us to a lunch at KGS, then off to batu 7, to pick up Mahdi’s tikar n for me to buy a tikar for shim. On the way to the airport, pitstop at taman sahabat, a nice park- snapped some photos with tina.


Balit naik belon…


Takkan lupa nyaman laksa Sarawak, mee kolok & rojak kucei


Naik moto jalan-jalan, lalu dua tiang putih


Favourite spot emon- flyover pertama Kuching


Tingkap razi yang berjase


Anjing yang suka makan kasut


Lawak gambir gmin


Nasi goreng manok? Malu sey~


Thank you to razi, amir, wan, alan the A4’s - that was gracious enough to withstand the these 14 culprits… kecoh in Kuching- a journey embraced


One day I’ll be back!

peace & quiet...

I've been occupied with self sentences- on Sunday, which i tot i'd spend lazily at home took a turn with a morning call by miss axeem- she was my dazzle in distress as she needs a co-pilot guiding her to bb, buying drum sticks for the moonman...a slight change in plan- she pick me up in bangsar- bring me to her house in pj- to pick up afi and pojam(the driver) -go to bb to buy 2 sets of drumsticks- eat at nando's OU- then she drop me off at LRT kelana jaya.. what a long trip...fuh...Anyway- i luv the red drumsticks... haaaa....

Monday- whole day at CBE with ecah, finishing the compilation of the conference & workshop presentation...another weight released! yeah! insyaAllah... the result- a program material as thick as 2 phone directory stacked~ gigih....

I've start packing for Sarawak- 7 days trip- our flight is on thursday- 3.25pm..Spent the day relaxing at home & chasing the bunnies (goin' to miss em loads), i saw it yawn* so cute-..

Today, I had a moment of confusion, and I turn to His answers...

A random flip of the Qur'an

Surah:26.Ash-Shu'ara' (1-9)

1. Ta, Seen, Meem.

2. These are the verses of the clear Book.

3. Perhaps, [O Muhammad], you would kill yourself with grief that they will not be believers.

4. If We willed, We could send down to them from the sky a sign for which their necks would remain humbled.

5. And no revelation comes to them anew from the Most Merciful except that they turn away from it.

6. For they have already denied, but there will come to them the news of that which they used to ridicule.

7. Did they not look at the earth - how much We have produced therein from every noble kind?

8. Indeed in that is a sign, but most of them were not to be believers.

9. And indeed, your Lord - He is the Exalted in Might, the Merciful.

Alhamdulillah...

Bunnies to cure the heart...

Will everything be alright?

Sometimes, we think that we are strong...most of the time we think wrong..

Sometimes, we feel that it is reality...normally we are caught in fantasy...

Seldom when we let go... we wonder how would it go if we didn't

Seldom when we say... we wonder what if we kept silent

Smiling to distract myself, convincing me that i am good enough

Hoping my love can blind myself for who i am

Believing that i am happy, i am lucky

I am not sure that i'll be okay yet i will try to distract myself

I don't feel great- yet i'm still standing - Alhamdulillah, i'm not stuck anymore, the suffocating feeling is gone, a feeling of relief. Tq dear axeem 4 being there. Please pray for me. May Allah bless me with peace and happiness.

Encik..thank you for being my strength and my smile. I'm sorry, i can't help it. I'm not heartless. Though I prayed for a straight path, i might stop once or twice at the roadside along the way. The joyous times in life are found in small things. Alhamdullilah i know i can feel.

Boyd the Chikang pass away....

I've lost the heart to write for a while now. Got caught in my hectic life- even days goes by faster with me stuck in moments. Inspiration to write has run dry since i wonder less, all of it loss as i strive to finish what i've started, squeezing some life into my work habits. I'm tired. where's the spark that i had before. Is this imaginary wall causing such dread.

Strolling through OU with ecah and salman earlier today, i said it "this should be my holiday" i had a blast, thinking of nothing - yet something lingers aroud, and now i am home again, hoping to firewall all this feelings. It was easier last night when I had my life in control. I had work to be done.

A semester's work had pass by, although the project was not to our favour- it was ok. i'm satisfied with the work that i've done although i didn't put all my heart in designing it- thus i deserve my B. I even had some down moment when there was so much to be done, alhamdulilah- i manage to finish everything in time. + all the sewel moments i spend talking to the late boyd the chikang & zen the cat...

My topical study topic has taken a late turn so now i have to add larger scope in context of wards layout and lighting. aiyaaaa--- and this part time job has been taking my nights and days... having me driving back n forth to PJ...

I can't wait for our Sarawak Wildlife Adventure-who's the wildlife? 12 culprits loose in kuching 12th-17th april.. heee.. i love travelling! far...further..sky is the limit.. in the mean time we have to settle for this due to the tight budget... maybe later i can go back with nadia to bangkok?... my sis & I are planning a secnd trip to bandung, insyaAllah... save money~~~

A studioful of us went to Genting Themepark last week- to release our 'tensi n sangapness' after a semester of unmerciful hard work. I scream my heart out on the space shot and the superman thing- it wasn't terrifying of such, just felt like it. 'i had a moment- up on the space shot, i felt like i can touch the clouds, everything was brighter and beautiful- that was before we fell in a milisecond- We covered all the thrill rides but the corkscrew was closed for maintainence.. duh....maybe next time- genting was fun- with the crowd.

I'm stuck- there's a feeling that is stuck- in my chest and i can't let it out or swallow it- argh- "hanged in the clouds yet tied to the ground"

Lies

Lying to yourself, is it a sin?

It's easier to lie, than to show

by lying i've save my pride & the situation from an awkward feeling

it's on my safe spot, it's suppose to be comforting

but i loose, i'm the loser...

by lying i don't dare to look into those eyes

by lying i'm tearing myself apart

i've lost my moments...

my last moments...

it's easier to lie

your presence does not complete me

your smile don't brighten my days

you are not who i think of each day

you are not facinating in your own world

you are not the one i've been learning for the last 10 months

I hope that i can believe my lies and forget...

Thank you, and i'm sorry m not perfect.

a point to ponder...

2 weeks of silent....certainly not hibernating... work in progress

syiok....tanjung bidara beach resort

site analysis with mr kepep...jetty photography session with tina, laying on the beach watching midnight stars with shaz, smallest roundabout in the world + crazy bus driver

- minus the mis-information = regret

hectic....2 crits in one week

sengal-sengal hati...ungu....+ singing out loud as usual

"goong"...sangap... bingung mama...oppa.... been watching princess hours in a small window while doing cad...aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAaargghhhhhhhhhh...................

pre marriage course...6 single gals, 3 single guys, 3 & a half couples- 500 participants with only 25% guys... 1:3 ratio?

Paediatric ward HKL.... KK1, KK2, KK3, KK4, KK6, KK7, KK8, KK9, ICU, HDCU, URH, when will i find the time?

interview practical.... acting confident- success... 23rd April, 9am- HKA...

next week....

topical study....chapter 2- literature review

case study... Paediatric Institute, HKL....Paediatric wad, PPUM

crit.... all drawings....services? construction detail? structural model? model?

tourism...presentation, report compilation....

no time to elaborate, need to rest for a day... head start tomorrow...

NO gong xi fa chai for me...

chasing waves...

Back from Port Dickson !
11 gals- 2 bedrooms -1 bathroom- 1 tv - a beautiful beach & loads of fun


Tina's car, with me as co-pilot, + madin & shaliz
Xeem's car with fadh as co-pilot + yaya & nawar
Adda's car with emon as co-pilot + ikha


activities
pose & 'bwat cacat' photography session - the silloettes picts are so adorable!
picnic breakfast- nasi lemak, meehoon & teh tarik at the beach - sunbathing..
beach soccer - more water splashing & screaming rather game
3 rounds of banana boat ride - i'm tanned!
dinner at Songkla Restaurant- "mabuk sirap dua jag"
posing along the road with PD road signage


minus
my ghost scene with madin & shaliz dead asleep
tina's car scratch n run case
11 gals with 1 bathroom... 2 and a half hour to get everyone ready...


in a nutshell;
we had fun & it is an unforgettable experience + we're planning for next holiday already!!
sarawak perhaps?

blowing 23 candles...

mama & abah'a 32nd anniversarry, and i'm so old... i'm still wondering if i have peterpan syndrom. I'm going back to campus today since we're going to port dickson tomorrow for our strictly ladies weekend gateway... some of the programmes would include screaming to the waves, chasing the waves and lastly gethit by the waves...side activities would be pillow talk, farewell speech for nawar & fadh, motivational booster n maybe some water sports! yayy~~~

Monday, life's getting back to it's hecticness... i've taken some time off this mid term break to hibernate, since last sem break i was so busy... yet i've found out it is not in my nature to hibernate... like a topical cat trying to live a prairie rabbit's life. Just ain't me.... so been going back and forth to KAEDsince wednesday. :P

Thank you so much for the wishes.. through sms, testimonials, IMs and email :) really appreciate it! and i'm still in progress of reminding myself, how old i am..

drizzling.... i am inside...

Mid term break for me!

time to unwind..catchup on my readings, spring clean my room, watch so much TV, and cook~~~ We're going to PD next weekend, gals only- yeyy! sanday beaches and ocean breeze.... It's also time to en-thangled my twisted mind...

We've bought fishies during Engitex. Tina, Adda & I, I name mine Boyd, since it's red & it reminded me of azim's boyd :P I've developed a new habit of talking to boyd...

I'm holding on to this...

I once had a friend who grew to be very close to me. Once when we were sitting at the edge of a swimming pool, she filled the palm of her hand with a little water and held it before me, and said this:

"You see this water carefully contained on my hand? It symbolizes Love." This was how I saw it: "As long as you keep your hand caringly open and allow it to remain there, it will always be there.

However, if you attempt close your fingers round it and try to possess it, it will spill through the first cracks it finds.

This is the greatest mistake that people do when they meet love... they try to possess it, they demand, they expect... and just like the water spilling out of your hand, Love will retrieve from you.

For love is meant to be free, you cannot change its nature.

If there are people you love, allow them to be free beings.

Give and don't expect.

Advise, but don't order.

Ask, but never demand.

It might sound simple, but it is a lesson that may take a lifetime to truly practice.

+Reminding Oath...

scanning for shooting stars...

Ah-haaa... it's new year! I celebrated my new year by watching a neighbour firework show and falling asleep on the couch while watching star wars... I've been a sleepy head on AidilAdha, dress up with my pink kebaya & hijab & fell asleep in it, my sis even had the courtesy to snap a picture or two...

That night my schoolmates, mayo, munim, shahril & nizam drop by, catching up update bout my schoolmates, and they did complained how i'm always busy- At some point I was thinking about the classmates that i'm still in contact with, i barely have a full count. I guess only the guys made an effort to contact each other and i'm happy that they made it to my house, although it's only once a year.

Each new year for me marks how old i'm getting, yikes... i'm going to be 23- i'm so ancient.. at some times i felt guilty calling people kak, bang or pakcik when i'm buying stuff. So, i tried using dik, as a change. I for a movie on new year day with some friends, tentang bulan - it was a children movie, bout puppy love and friendship. Light movie for a laugh.

Life getting busier, submitted the group concept masterplan & yesterday he asked for individual masterplan... so tomorrow i'm going back early to kickstart on my masterplan & finish my tourism development plan for kelantan & terengganu region (2005-2010) Topical Study also needs some update, since madam will be back next week.

My muse-ing is getting back on track. I'm so yo-yo....