shitake mushroom...

I’m Jaded…having nowhere to head to when u need to clear your head with equivalent to window shop or just drive around for a drink is really torturing. Feeling bit helpless and unsecured. I’m maximizing the usage of my monthly LRT pass by using it this weekend. But this also limits my time to the last LRT available. ++ I have to walk to office from KLCC, and there are not many people around during weekends. Thrilling-based on the snatch theft cases in the area, hold on tight to the bag.*mindset* ready to face any suspicious motorcycle…tongek…
Just a unrealistic plastic workaholic like me would go through KLCC not looking left or right and babbling in myself that there are too many people around and it’s hard to walk because I’m bit over budget for this month. Shitaaaakeeeeee MUSHROOOOOOOM!!!!! Just when everything is on sale and I need to shop to cheer myself out…

It’s been a month worth of weekends, I felt like having a day off after this ends. But a creeping feeling of not having myself occupied with work for a day would break me at this fragile moment. I can’t have fun, broke… and suffocating. I keep playing lonely songs in my MP3, as loud as the eardrums may bear. I can’t speak to anybody because there’s nothing to talk about. I’m empty—see.. Like a drum…LOHONG…

Too dramatic… Maybe I’ll just take a day off and sleep all day. Any vacant house?
I desperately want to run Far Far Away…. Leave everything… Being a coward, that’s a good idea…I’ve been facing too much. Yet I kept it clean- Kept it in. It’s tiring, I’m weary. Writing about this, I rationalize. At least it’s out. Maybe I’d feel better.

I’m also saying goodbye to the Red Kelisa, WJM… tq for all your deeds. I’ll miss u loads.. TQ for hearing all my problems, screams and comforting me when I weep…

a short update for a long time

I've been busy for the past month, many things has happened.

21st February
PointSIX Picnic @ Sg. Sendat~~~

kudos to Miss Mazlinda for the cake!!!

28th February-1st March
Our redang trip was marvelous~~~ i still miss the clear blue sea, adventures and amusements. I'm so proud to be a Malaysian! We have the most beautiful place! i felt like i was in the Carribean Islands...!! minus the seasick scene on the boat- i'm glad i wasn't affected though. "bot rosak & hanyut dilaut tatkala ombak besar" is not exactly a holiday scene in mind.

our attempt to spell out KAED

freestyle!

Then comes the wedding week...
7th - 8th March


my friends@studiomate@roomate -Anis- Got married to my other studiomate... basyir :P
Happy two weeks anniversarry!! SOrry i was late! dah tutup dewan time sampai dewan beringin- due to traffic dari rumah Nanie @ Kajang


megat (yang ikram) my studiomate & nanie yang cantik also got married! the wedding was fabulous!!

Congrats dearest~~~ sangat terharu

After all of these occasion...
i've been up to my sleeves with work...
today i can take deep breath while waiting for the feedback
that's why i'm updating
though i'm so dissappointed that apparently in some people's opinion, i have an attitude -
assuming without asking, how people can be so lost in translation
though yesterday had been such a bad day
though some people just don't realize what they say actually can hurt me! yes me! and again people assume it's because of something else- still assuming
though i was assuming also that my liking in someone is hopeless.
we assume to much don't we.
why can't we just ask?
why can't we just apologize?
why can't we just find the answers?

EGO!! SCARED? plain stupid....
i am stupid too...

but there is always room for improvement
i believe things happen for a reason
i am anxious for my answers
i'm opening doors for any new experience!!
and May Allah bless my journey :)